Friday, September 25, 2015

Things Which OS wishes to say


MIL -- Shut up. When I am talking to my husband and son.. you have no business there.
Keep you opinions with you and I do not need them all the time.

And if you ever ever again override the instruction I give to my son, I will stop you immediately. All these days I kept my mouth shut as I did not want to disrespect you in front of your grandson. If you want me to continue respecting you, just shut the hell up.

Dont you understand that I have stopped talking completely to anyone at home, coz I am tired of hearing your voice just like an echo , but contradicting everything I say. I am tired of it. Just shut the hell up.

Stop comparing my work with what you did 2 decades back for 2 years as a PA. I handle 10 projects and 100 team members and all you did was handle FAX machine. So stop comparing and telling me that I should handle work at home better.

Stop comparing me with your daughter. I use stayfree .. yes.. may it is of lower quality than whatever your daughter might be using in US.  I give a damn.

Just Stop. 

OS is back

OS is back coz is Me is stressed.
And all that OS can think of late is jumping off the top floor and end everything.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

To my Friend

Do you remember the day when we boths started chatting over sametime?For years .. I kept checking my chat window to see if there were any messages from you. And you never started any conversation first.I was amazed at all your abilities, including your way to make me feel good even when you were not satisfied with my work. you taught me all the mysteries of MSTR, including the parent child relationships. T9000_UNIT table become an integral part of my life.

Do you remember the time when you and I were discussing about how to reduce the job run times by increasing the number of threads in Narrowcastor .. Did you realize how fascinated I was talking to a technical wizard. Will you ever recall those days and tell your children about it?
If i meet you someday .. will you recognize me? Do I have to introduce myself and see you widen your eyes in surprise. Sometimes I feel that when we meet I would end up talking about how hot it is and how nice it was to meet you again, instead of telling you all about my life.

Monday, February 25, 2008

As our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever

Here .. after a long time!!!


My best friend is moving to a new phase of life..
I am very happy for him . But I will be honest and say I was a bit disturbed as i thought he will not be the same any more... But he proved me totally wrong :)
As the Quote says "There are some things in the world money cant buy". Best friends are definitely one of them.
And there are three people in this world I call "best friend". I love each one of them equally.
And about this friend of mine...
He patiently listens to all the nonsense that I tell him. And not judge me for whatever I say;
He will also not hesitate to put his foot down and say "Shut-up ! You are acting insane".
He is one person who will give in to all my crazy whims; He will also warn me about consequences before I attempt to do something irrational,
And still wont say "I told you so", once I come out with the ego bruised.
And now, I truly believe that ...
"As our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever"

I will continue with my other side stories soon

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

SPL - I

Std XI public exams were just a few months away. Me and her friend were busy preparing for them. They even gave "Tamil Manrath thervu". Thi is an exams conducted by Madurai Tamil Manram for testing the tamil profeciancy of the students. ME stood district first in that exam. This boosted her morale. She did her final exams well and entered 12th std.

ME had a great batch of friends in 12th std. IM, PA, PY, SP, AR, PR1 , PR2, SW and SL .. ME had a great time with this gang. they did well in studies and all other extra-curricular activities. This would batch took tamil as the second languague in 12th. So they had to go the biology students class room for attending the lecture. MN also attended these calsses.

Now about MN- He is a biology student who took tamil as his second languague. He was skinny but pretty intelligent fellow.

After quarterly exams were over, during one of those special classes, ME's friend told her that MN likes ME. ME's friend was very confident as this information was from a very trusted source.

ME could not beleive this as she has never spoken to MN. MN was not even a hi-bye friend. ME did not even bother to react for this

Friday, August 11, 2006

AMS - End

AMS was in US doing his MS. And ME was here kribbing about why on the earth she found me out. ME wanted to get rid of AMS and all the stories created based on him. We finally decided that we would kill AMS by making him face an accident and inform ME's friend that ME came to know about this almost 2 weeks after that incident.
ME told the same to her friend. ME's friend started crying. ME also cried as she felt bad that she is hurting her friend who is so genuine.
They both cried ..for a few days.
Time is a great healer.... they both forgot about AMS after a few days and started preparing for their 11th std public exams.

AMS - Part VI

After ME sent AMS to Trichy and then to US , she was relieved. Still ME's friend was very curious to know if she had received any letter or phone call from him..(There were not many people using emails back in 1997).
ME wanted to put a complete stop to this topic.
And I never knew that I could be this cruel.

I killed AMS.

AMS - Part V

ME's friend was too excited about the happenings in her friend's life. She wanted to know whether AMS proposed to her and how ME responded to this. Now I and ME had a build story to stop her friend from asking her more questions. So ME was made to say this

Me told her friend about what she spoke to AMS standing in fornt of hotchips shop oon the way to her maths tuition.

AMS -"naan unna parkkathan vandhen".
ME - Why?AMS- Naan US poren.. MS kku
ME - congrats.. Endha university ?
AMS- XXXX
ME - good
AMS- course mudinju orrukku poradhukku munnaadi unkitta pesalamnu vandhen
ME - enna?
AMS- MS 2 yrs course dhan. adukkapuram work .. Adukkullaa you would have completed your degree illa.
ME - aamaam
AMS- appram unna naan USkku kootittu poren .. veettula pesasollaren.
ME - Sarii "

I and Me thought that we can end this lie by sending AMS to Trichy and then to US.
Me was happy and sent AMS back to Trichy.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

AMS - Part IV

I, ME and her best friend were waiting for the 10th STD Metriculation results. ME got 91% and topped in her school. ME got 100 in Mathematics. She was very thrilled.
I forced ME to tell her friend

"I scroed Centum in Maths .. Credit goes to AMS. AMS taugh me trigo and Intregrals"

As time went on AMS started playing a very important part in ME's life. And She started blaming me for that. And I was enjoying it but ME was not. ME was torn between me and her friend. ME wanted to stop all these and go back to her normal life with no lies.And I came to her help again....

AMS - Part III

So now that AMS character was well defined, next step was to build the plot, as how AMS and ME met. And how ME will narate all these to her best friend.
Here I took the command over ME. I made ME narate the below given script to her best friend during one of those lunch breaks.
"Sorry yaar.. I had kept one info from you for so long. Its time I told you coz you are my only best friend. I just need a vent to pour my heart out and I know you are the only person I can trust...Actually there is one guy AMS.. "
Me could see the sparkle in her friends's eye.. Me could say that her friend was genuinely happy. ME just wanted to drop the matter, change the whole topic and forget all about this all imaginary AMS. But I did not let her do so.. I forced her to finish the script which i prepared for her..
"this guy AMS is my cousin's friend.. remember I have told you about my cousin from IIT. AMS also studies there. AMS comes home almost every weekend. He seems to be interested in me.. Not sure if I am imagining. But something tells me that he likes me. He is very decent.. he hasnt told me anything .. dont know .. really confused. I guess I am imagining.. Anyways its all a matter for a few days. His course is getting over in another few months. He might stop coming home on weekends as he has his final exams coming up shortly. Out of shight ..out of mind you know. But still ...."
This is all that ME had to tell her friend.. ME's friend was too excited about all this. She wanted to know more about AMS and what he talks and so on.. And ME told her everything which I had drafted for her.

AMS - Part II

Now that We decided on the name of the imaginary character as AMS, we also charted his characteristics

  • AMS is ME's cousin's friend who is studying in IIT chennai
  • AMS is from IIT Chennai doing his final year Metallurgy course
  • AMS is from trichy
  • AMS comes to ME's home on weekends with her cousin for lunch
  • AMS is a very soft spoken guy
  • AMS is pretty tall and he is fair
  • AMS is very good in mathematics and He teaches maths to ME when he comes home on weekends.
  • AMS has a TVS-50

AMS - Part I

ME is a very simple and calm person. ME is pretty down to earth. When ME was studying in 10th std almost all her friends had boy friends.That did not bother her much. ME felt that its too early to decide on her partner. Neither did she have any plan to choose her own partner as she was sure that her parents would do a better job for her.

One fine day, ME's best friend confessed to her that she has a steady boy friend who is also from the same school. This news was a big shock for ME, as her best friend had kept this news from her for so long. Me was totally shocked and felt betrayed.

Thats when Me realized that she has another side (OS ie.,I). From that moment, ME and OS became good frineds and worst enemies.

I started plotting a plan to show ME's best friend that she is not the only person who kept such a big secret to herself and that even ME has the capcity to hold back some of her big secrets.
I suggested ME to find some guy from the same school, go around with him and then break this news to her best friend, as she had done. ME was totally against this. ME did not want to play with any guy's feeling as she was not ready to lookout for her partner. Me was dead againt this plan.

Finally I and ME decided on one plot. We created an imaginary character "AMS". Check out the next post to know more about this AMS and the role played by AMS in this plot

Monday, August 07, 2006

Birth of OS

I realised that I exist only when ME cam to know about her best friend's boyfriend.
Well .. I can see the question on your face.. Who is ME? I am ME's Other Side(OS).

More to come on how ME found my existence....
Check out the next post if you are still interested.

The Other Side of me

Every coin has two sides...
And I realised even I have ...

Well .. I am not suffering from nutiple personality disorder . But I do have another side , a different face which no one else knows.
I dont disclose them to all .. not even to my near and dear..

This other side of me , is very dear to me. Let me call it as "OS".
All these years OS had been my very good friend and my worst enemy.

The posts in this blog will be done by OS and not ME.
I am just here to introduce OS to the world of bloggers, OS wanted a media to vent all her frustration...